Today had little talk with one of my friend... Which I think it's really true!
We all are humans, we do have different expectation for different thing.
So when comes to relationship, I bet many of us will have certain expectation that you hope your the other half can fulfill. If he/she can't meet your expectations, so do you think the relationship can be maintains over time? If you actually trying to tell me that you do not have any expectation for relationship, which is not true.. I believe one of the basic expectation for being in the relationship is to have the companionship of the beloved one and to share the happiness and downside of life together. *That's can be one of the basic expectation.*
If the happy moment in the relationship actually is < the moment of single life.... Then actually I think is just because it's happened at the wrong time, wrong place and with the wrong person. Maybe these all are just the process for you to get the correct person. Without the "BLACK" you won't know the "WHITE", Without "SADNESS" you won't know the "HAPPINESS" so same goes to "WRONG PERSON", then we will know who is the "RIGHT PERSON".
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Sunday, March 10, 2013
The Turning Point
Here comes to the turning point in my life...
Finally I'm the working adult =D Started my first job in 4th March 2013, and it also marked the time I should take back all the responsibility back from my parents... All the bills that I have to settle by my own start from this month. But the most important thing is to RE-PAY my parents, they supported me a lot during my Uni time. Now is my time to tell them, I WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU BOTH :) * I hope I can do it*
At the other hand, I just feel a bit strange again because I have to go through the process again...
Shifted to new place, new environment, new people... Challenging yet I still feel uncertainty even I thought I can actually adapt to new environment very quick. Actually my daily routine, is just to go to work and come back and hide in my room. I don't have many friends around here, and most of the time everyone having their own busy schedule. So I can just try to find my own thing to do, chill alone and shopping alone.
Maybe before I start to work, I used to staying with my family for quite sometimes and surrounded with my parents then actually I become someone who actually will rely on someone else. I scare of loneliness, I don't like being alone (Just maybe sometimes). =(
According to my plan, suppose to go home yesterday. Due to some changes, then I actually stayed back here. I tried to do something so that I can occupied myself, such as do my laundry, tidy up the house and my own room... but it's just used up my little time and then I'm free again, and start to feel bored and I really hate being alone and feel extremely strange and I just decided to run away from this place for a day. I drove all the way to the place I used to live for the past 3 years. Even I'm alone there, I actually don't feel strange because I know the place and I know if I need something, where can I go to...
Guess what? I actually bump into my friend there... We had a little talk and I feel good really good even we talked about work.. because there is somewhere that I can still have the possibility to bump into someone that I know and we can have common topic to talk =) Anyhow, after the short little talk, I felt good :)
I went to the shopping mall that I used to visit, and I entered the "playground" section which full with laugh and I'm happy to see all those kids playing and having their parents with them. They re really really cute.
There was a very cute small kid who actually came to me and called me "jie jie" very nicely! Feel warm in my heart to hear that and see his big smile =D *Thank you for making my day *alive*"
I really hope that someone could actually understand how I feel :)
I'm far from my family and friends now...
hopefully I will be better soon.
Here some of the pictures from last night and today :)
Happy Sunday Everyone :)
XoXo,
Annie
Finally I'm the working adult =D Started my first job in 4th March 2013, and it also marked the time I should take back all the responsibility back from my parents... All the bills that I have to settle by my own start from this month. But the most important thing is to RE-PAY my parents, they supported me a lot during my Uni time. Now is my time to tell them, I WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU BOTH :) * I hope I can do it*
At the other hand, I just feel a bit strange again because I have to go through the process again...
Shifted to new place, new environment, new people... Challenging yet I still feel uncertainty even I thought I can actually adapt to new environment very quick. Actually my daily routine, is just to go to work and come back and hide in my room. I don't have many friends around here, and most of the time everyone having their own busy schedule. So I can just try to find my own thing to do, chill alone and shopping alone.
Maybe before I start to work, I used to staying with my family for quite sometimes and surrounded with my parents then actually I become someone who actually will rely on someone else. I scare of loneliness, I don't like being alone (Just maybe sometimes). =(
According to my plan, suppose to go home yesterday. Due to some changes, then I actually stayed back here. I tried to do something so that I can occupied myself, such as do my laundry, tidy up the house and my own room... but it's just used up my little time and then I'm free again, and start to feel bored and I really hate being alone and feel extremely strange and I just decided to run away from this place for a day. I drove all the way to the place I used to live for the past 3 years. Even I'm alone there, I actually don't feel strange because I know the place and I know if I need something, where can I go to...
Guess what? I actually bump into my friend there... We had a little talk and I feel good really good even we talked about work.. because there is somewhere that I can still have the possibility to bump into someone that I know and we can have common topic to talk =) Anyhow, after the short little talk, I felt good :)
I went to the shopping mall that I used to visit, and I entered the "playground" section which full with laugh and I'm happy to see all those kids playing and having their parents with them. They re really really cute.
There was a very cute small kid who actually came to me and called me "jie jie" very nicely! Feel warm in my heart to hear that and see his big smile =D *Thank you for making my day *alive*"
I really hope that someone could actually understand how I feel :)
I'm far from my family and friends now...
hopefully I will be better soon.
Here some of the pictures from last night and today :)
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| Formal wear become my shopping wishlist :) |
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| My bruncie... Toast box :) Chicken floss toast with half boiled eggs! Yum! |
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| The cute handsome kid made my day <3 |
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| Floating mall does exist in Malaysia =D I like this place! |
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| Actually this is my late late dinner... Starved for half day! XD |
Another view :)
Happy Sunday Everyone :)
XoXo,
Annie
Sunday, January 20, 2013
First Post For 2013 :)
Life still go on :) It's 2013....
What I've done so far ? Finishing my study in a week... Finally I almost done with my FYP.
First I thought, I won't be able to finish my FYP nicely.. Yet I did it! I made it nicely with the helps from my friends! Thank you so much for helping me during my FYP! Overcome FYP phobia, kinda happy and excited.. Tuesday will be the day to present my work =) Good luck for myself.
In another hand, after Tuesday... hmmm ~ What shall come first ?? Job ?? New place?? Many things in my head but which one should come first ?? Another challenging chapter of my life coming soon! Fear, lost, risk... Shall I start worry now? LOL!
Anyways, gonna start think about right after I finish my presentation but not now =) I think I should get back to my project first before it's too late! :)
To be continue ...
XoXo
Annie
What I've done so far ? Finishing my study in a week... Finally I almost done with my FYP.
First I thought, I won't be able to finish my FYP nicely.. Yet I did it! I made it nicely with the helps from my friends! Thank you so much for helping me during my FYP! Overcome FYP phobia, kinda happy and excited.. Tuesday will be the day to present my work =) Good luck for myself.
In another hand, after Tuesday... hmmm ~ What shall come first ?? Job ?? New place?? Many things in my head but which one should come first ?? Another challenging chapter of my life coming soon! Fear, lost, risk... Shall I start worry now? LOL!
Anyways, gonna start think about right after I finish my presentation but not now =) I think I should get back to my project first before it's too late! :)
To be continue ...
XoXo
Annie
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