Today had little talk with one of my friend... Which I think it's really true!
We all are humans, we do have different expectation for different thing.
So when comes to relationship, I bet many of us will have certain expectation that you hope your the other half can fulfill. If he/she can't meet your expectations, so do you think the relationship can be maintains over time? If you actually trying to tell me that you do not have any expectation for relationship, which is not true.. I believe one of the basic expectation for being in the relationship is to have the companionship of the beloved one and to share the happiness and downside of life together. *That's can be one of the basic expectation.*
If the happy moment in the relationship actually is < the moment of single life.... Then actually I think is just because it's happened at the wrong time, wrong place and with the wrong person. Maybe these all are just the process for you to get the correct person. Without the "BLACK" you won't know the "WHITE", Without "SADNESS" you won't know the "HAPPINESS" so same goes to "WRONG PERSON", then we will know who is the "RIGHT PERSON".
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Sunday, March 10, 2013
The Turning Point
Here comes to the turning point in my life...
Finally I'm the working adult =D Started my first job in 4th March 2013, and it also marked the time I should take back all the responsibility back from my parents... All the bills that I have to settle by my own start from this month. But the most important thing is to RE-PAY my parents, they supported me a lot during my Uni time. Now is my time to tell them, I WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU BOTH :) * I hope I can do it*
At the other hand, I just feel a bit strange again because I have to go through the process again...
Shifted to new place, new environment, new people... Challenging yet I still feel uncertainty even I thought I can actually adapt to new environment very quick. Actually my daily routine, is just to go to work and come back and hide in my room. I don't have many friends around here, and most of the time everyone having their own busy schedule. So I can just try to find my own thing to do, chill alone and shopping alone.
Maybe before I start to work, I used to staying with my family for quite sometimes and surrounded with my parents then actually I become someone who actually will rely on someone else. I scare of loneliness, I don't like being alone (Just maybe sometimes). =(
According to my plan, suppose to go home yesterday. Due to some changes, then I actually stayed back here. I tried to do something so that I can occupied myself, such as do my laundry, tidy up the house and my own room... but it's just used up my little time and then I'm free again, and start to feel bored and I really hate being alone and feel extremely strange and I just decided to run away from this place for a day. I drove all the way to the place I used to live for the past 3 years. Even I'm alone there, I actually don't feel strange because I know the place and I know if I need something, where can I go to...
Guess what? I actually bump into my friend there... We had a little talk and I feel good really good even we talked about work.. because there is somewhere that I can still have the possibility to bump into someone that I know and we can have common topic to talk =) Anyhow, after the short little talk, I felt good :)
I went to the shopping mall that I used to visit, and I entered the "playground" section which full with laugh and I'm happy to see all those kids playing and having their parents with them. They re really really cute.
There was a very cute small kid who actually came to me and called me "jie jie" very nicely! Feel warm in my heart to hear that and see his big smile =D *Thank you for making my day *alive*"
I really hope that someone could actually understand how I feel :)
I'm far from my family and friends now...
hopefully I will be better soon.
Here some of the pictures from last night and today :)
Happy Sunday Everyone :)
XoXo,
Annie
Finally I'm the working adult =D Started my first job in 4th March 2013, and it also marked the time I should take back all the responsibility back from my parents... All the bills that I have to settle by my own start from this month. But the most important thing is to RE-PAY my parents, they supported me a lot during my Uni time. Now is my time to tell them, I WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU BOTH :) * I hope I can do it*
At the other hand, I just feel a bit strange again because I have to go through the process again...
Shifted to new place, new environment, new people... Challenging yet I still feel uncertainty even I thought I can actually adapt to new environment very quick. Actually my daily routine, is just to go to work and come back and hide in my room. I don't have many friends around here, and most of the time everyone having their own busy schedule. So I can just try to find my own thing to do, chill alone and shopping alone.
Maybe before I start to work, I used to staying with my family for quite sometimes and surrounded with my parents then actually I become someone who actually will rely on someone else. I scare of loneliness, I don't like being alone (Just maybe sometimes). =(
According to my plan, suppose to go home yesterday. Due to some changes, then I actually stayed back here. I tried to do something so that I can occupied myself, such as do my laundry, tidy up the house and my own room... but it's just used up my little time and then I'm free again, and start to feel bored and I really hate being alone and feel extremely strange and I just decided to run away from this place for a day. I drove all the way to the place I used to live for the past 3 years. Even I'm alone there, I actually don't feel strange because I know the place and I know if I need something, where can I go to...
Guess what? I actually bump into my friend there... We had a little talk and I feel good really good even we talked about work.. because there is somewhere that I can still have the possibility to bump into someone that I know and we can have common topic to talk =) Anyhow, after the short little talk, I felt good :)
I went to the shopping mall that I used to visit, and I entered the "playground" section which full with laugh and I'm happy to see all those kids playing and having their parents with them. They re really really cute.
There was a very cute small kid who actually came to me and called me "jie jie" very nicely! Feel warm in my heart to hear that and see his big smile =D *Thank you for making my day *alive*"
I really hope that someone could actually understand how I feel :)
I'm far from my family and friends now...
hopefully I will be better soon.
Here some of the pictures from last night and today :)
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| Formal wear become my shopping wishlist :) |
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| My bruncie... Toast box :) Chicken floss toast with half boiled eggs! Yum! |
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| The cute handsome kid made my day <3 |
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| Floating mall does exist in Malaysia =D I like this place! |
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| Actually this is my late late dinner... Starved for half day! XD |
Another view :)
Happy Sunday Everyone :)
XoXo,
Annie
Sunday, January 20, 2013
First Post For 2013 :)
Life still go on :) It's 2013....
What I've done so far ? Finishing my study in a week... Finally I almost done with my FYP.
First I thought, I won't be able to finish my FYP nicely.. Yet I did it! I made it nicely with the helps from my friends! Thank you so much for helping me during my FYP! Overcome FYP phobia, kinda happy and excited.. Tuesday will be the day to present my work =) Good luck for myself.
In another hand, after Tuesday... hmmm ~ What shall come first ?? Job ?? New place?? Many things in my head but which one should come first ?? Another challenging chapter of my life coming soon! Fear, lost, risk... Shall I start worry now? LOL!
Anyways, gonna start think about right after I finish my presentation but not now =) I think I should get back to my project first before it's too late! :)
To be continue ...
XoXo
Annie
What I've done so far ? Finishing my study in a week... Finally I almost done with my FYP.
First I thought, I won't be able to finish my FYP nicely.. Yet I did it! I made it nicely with the helps from my friends! Thank you so much for helping me during my FYP! Overcome FYP phobia, kinda happy and excited.. Tuesday will be the day to present my work =) Good luck for myself.
In another hand, after Tuesday... hmmm ~ What shall come first ?? Job ?? New place?? Many things in my head but which one should come first ?? Another challenging chapter of my life coming soon! Fear, lost, risk... Shall I start worry now? LOL!
Anyways, gonna start think about right after I finish my presentation but not now =) I think I should get back to my project first before it's too late! :)
To be continue ...
XoXo
Annie
Thursday, November 29, 2012
The UP and DOWN
I had gone through the real UP and DOWN during the year 2012...
From I think finally that's something really unexpected and nice story begin in year 2011 but ended up mid year 2012 and make me suffering for quite sometimes and still can clearly feel it....
At the other hand, I met a lot of awesome people during the year 2012. Started from the internship in Accenture, I know more people other than MMU even those in MMU but I never know before... They are the people who had affected my life too :) Glad to know you guys =D
November really a tough month for me, a lot of stuffs that I need to settle and go through! Hell yeah, its the last day of November and I'm still alive! First I need to move from my old house and find a new place, luckily my friend willing to let me stay at her place while I'm finding another place to stay. The life as a refugee for around one week, that I just move around whenever my friend has a free space for me to stay. My clothes all ready in the luggage so that I can just move easily... I start to hang around alone... Sitting somewhere in the cafe alone to do my work, start another life that I need to completely to be independent.
I start to enjoy to do some stuff alone.. swimming, gym, chilling and reading =) I realized that even you spending time alone, but if you doing something useful then it will definitely better than anything.
From I think finally that's something really unexpected and nice story begin in year 2011 but ended up mid year 2012 and make me suffering for quite sometimes and still can clearly feel it....
At the other hand, I met a lot of awesome people during the year 2012. Started from the internship in Accenture, I know more people other than MMU even those in MMU but I never know before... They are the people who had affected my life too :) Glad to know you guys =D
November really a tough month for me, a lot of stuffs that I need to settle and go through! Hell yeah, its the last day of November and I'm still alive! First I need to move from my old house and find a new place, luckily my friend willing to let me stay at her place while I'm finding another place to stay. The life as a refugee for around one week, that I just move around whenever my friend has a free space for me to stay. My clothes all ready in the luggage so that I can just move easily... I start to hang around alone... Sitting somewhere in the cafe alone to do my work, start another life that I need to completely to be independent.
Having my own coffee and brunch time in The Mines Shopping Mall.
This photo taken after I finished my first job far away =D Was in Johor Bahru.
Accepted my first part time job as interviewer last few weeks. Basically what I have to do is to visit some companies and interview them and get their opinion on certain issues. Was feared, scared, and I doubted myself because I thought I can handle it well =) But with the support from all my friends and family, here I did it nicely. Flew all the way from KL to JB at the same day to complete the work. WELL DONE ANNIE!
Other than those challenging part, then here comes the sad part... Annie always too careless.. I lost my iPhone! The worst part is that I don't even know when its gone and just few minutes after I came out from the shop and realized the phone gone... The exciting part for that actually came after, you know what? I formatted my laptop before I lost my iPhone and I didn't re-sync my iPhone content to my laptop. So in another hand, I lost everything.... Those photos, contact numbers and also the voice recorder :(( Is that the mean for me to really start over again? *faith*
Miss my iPhone with the pinky case :((
But anyway, hope that I can get a nice phone back soon...
hmmm.... what else happened ? Oh yeah, attended Adam's wedding and met all my ex-colleagues at the wedding. Happy wedding for both of them <3 Here some of the photos that taken during the wedding luncheon.
Met Allysa... She still the tiny girl :D Look sweet right?
The girls of the day :D Both me and mea are the tallest among them (*plus we wearing damn high heels*)
This is one of the tall and sweet good guy that I know from the internship...
Both of the tall girl at the wedding =)
Trying to pose with the tiny girls beside us.
Another group photo that taken with Caleb, Matt, Cy, Jialing, Mea and Joven <3
After the luncheon, we went to one of the cafe in One Utama... Which the place I lost my iPhone too. After the coffee chilling time, we (mea, cy and me) went to SS2 Murni for dinner and we had "Nasi Goreng Meletup" and really make my gastric exploded badly and I swear I won't order that anymore!!! It's really not funny at all =(
Beside that, I went to the talk at Mindvalley too... That's was something really new and awesome place and awesome people sharing some awesome thought! I really feel glad that I went to the talk and I gained something =) I will talk more about the talk later.
Photo taken during the sharing session after the talk =D
* I was really touched and cried during my own sharing time*
Second part of November coming soon :) Happy weekend ahead peeps!
XoXo
Annie (=
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
Was a Surprise for my daddy and mummy
Out of sudden I feel like going home, so I decided to drive home after gym...
I just try to make it as earlier as I can so basically I just shower and pack some stuffs and go... Bought myself sandwich from the petrol station as dinner. Everytime, mummy require me to call her if I'm going home and this time I actually just go without telling her anything :)
When the time I arrived, both of daddy and mummy was still talking about me and asking when am I will make it home... And suddenly, I'm appear.. Can see that both of them very happy and at the same time I'm happy as well!
Spent the night with them :) mo study no stress... ;)
I just try to make it as earlier as I can so basically I just shower and pack some stuffs and go... Bought myself sandwich from the petrol station as dinner. Everytime, mummy require me to call her if I'm going home and this time I actually just go without telling her anything :)
When the time I arrived, both of daddy and mummy was still talking about me and asking when am I will make it home... And suddenly, I'm appear.. Can see that both of them very happy and at the same time I'm happy as well!
Spent the night with them :) mo study no stress... ;)
Monday, September 10, 2012
方向？
我真的没有方向，也没有安全感。
最近感到悲伤，因为大学的生活即将过去。
在一起多年的朋友，就要分散，不多不少，接近六年的友谊。。。
一起疯过的日子，就算有时会有误会，庆幸的是大家依然没有放弃我们的友谊。。。
往后的日子，应该很难要在见面，只能深深的在心里祝福彼此，希望往后的路大家都能顺心的走下去，日子再久，只希望我们偶尔能联络大家，再远的地方，相信只要有心我们一定可以再见面！
谢谢你们每一个曾经帮过我的人，我知道自己的问题。。。就是说话就像“泼妇”，不过希望你们会体谅我。。。因为“江山易改，本性难移”，乡下来的我。。就是没有见过世面～
希望你们可以多多包涵～
最近老是看回旧照，因为真的是美好的时光，很怀念也很好笑～
每次都让我开怀大笑！
喜欢拍照的我，莫非就是要抓着那时刻的回忆。。。
所以现在的我，无聊就会回忆过去，想想未来～就算不知道自己要的未来是什么？
不过却能让我暂时忘掉烦恼！
最近感到悲伤，因为大学的生活即将过去。
在一起多年的朋友，就要分散，不多不少，接近六年的友谊。。。
一起疯过的日子，就算有时会有误会，庆幸的是大家依然没有放弃我们的友谊。。。
往后的日子，应该很难要在见面，只能深深的在心里祝福彼此，希望往后的路大家都能顺心的走下去，日子再久，只希望我们偶尔能联络大家，再远的地方，相信只要有心我们一定可以再见面！
谢谢你们每一个曾经帮过我的人，我知道自己的问题。。。就是说话就像“泼妇”，不过希望你们会体谅我。。。因为“江山易改，本性难移”，乡下来的我。。就是没有见过世面～
希望你们可以多多包涵～
最近老是看回旧照，因为真的是美好的时光，很怀念也很好笑～
每次都让我开怀大笑！
喜欢拍照的我，莫非就是要抓着那时刻的回忆。。。
所以现在的我，无聊就会回忆过去，想想未来～就算不知道自己要的未来是什么？
不过却能让我暂时忘掉烦恼！
想念！接下来，就是我们的普吉岛之旅，希望能留下美好的回忆！！
实在太多照片了！没办法一次上载～可能漏掉某些，别介意哦！
当然还有你们！！
Friday, September 7, 2012
Yummy Foods vs YUMMY mood =D
Whenever talk about food... *drooling* feel =D
The reason I'm on diet, is for me to eat more without gaining weight! LOL! So workout + yummy food, hopefully won't gain weight...
Here comes with the favorite food in the campus that I just found out that they are just really nice with reasonable price =D
The reason I'm on diet, is for me to eat more without gaining weight! LOL! So workout + yummy food, hopefully won't gain weight...
Here comes with the favorite food in the campus that I just found out that they are just really nice with reasonable price =D
This is the chicken Shawarma from Pakistan stall, at the central food court in the campus. RM6 and definitely feel full and satisfy with the taste! Even their plain naan taste nice =D
Normally I will order their lassy or banana milk shake, which just cost RM3 and taste nice! Perfect combination for my chicken shawarma.
Last Monday ( 03 Sept 2012), I went to Tokio Cafe (opposite Oldtown) for VD's belated Birthday dinner with Fiqar. The foods there was nice, is my second time visit. Previously, I tried their Smoked Salmon Caesar Salad. It was very nice and fresh, but there is no photo taken for my salad. Here come the foods that we ordered for the dinner :
Their sandwich is really nice. If you know me well, then you should know that I'm really crazy about sandwich! *Sandwich Lover* I ordered the Ham sandwich which cost RM10.90. Its served with the chips and also some sauce *sorry I don't know what the sauce's name* Pretty nice combination and I think for me the portion is just nice =D
This is their Chicken Cheese Baked Rice with some additional green color spices that make it taste nice.
This taste more or less same with the baked rice just with lesser taste of cheese and it was pasta. Which actually taste yummy and even the look of the pasta make you *drooling* If not mistaken each of them cost RM12.90 -RM14.50 (I can't remember the exact price)
Last but not least, this is the "dessert" we ordered =D Looked like a pizza, but it actually made by toast with yummy chicken, cheese and vegetable that similar with typical pizza. Taste nice but the portion is really small, it is actually the starter =D
Cost: RM4.90
The environment of the cafe is nice that make us feel comfortable and enjoyed our dinner and chilling time. Other than that, the cakes that they served there looked really attractive and nice. I heard the reviews of the cakes there was nice, but the price for the cake actually is a little bit pricey. After the dinner, we moved to starbucks for coffee chilling time. Is my first time to have my drink there, I love the environment because it is not too crowded compare to others Starbucks outlets =) I did actually spend some time to do my work and chilling over there.
Sorry for the bad photography's skill. The smallest was espresso, then right hand side was the cappuccino without sugar and caramel macchiato for the left hand side =)
Enjoyed the coffee very much with the friends and we did took some pictures together =D
More posts about food coming soon...
XoXO
Annie~
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